broken man

i fucked up
the new job was shit
so when i was offered to either work all the hours under the sun (around 60+ a week and only be paid for 40) or leave today, with a month's pay and spend the time looking for a new job
that's exactly what i did
so now i'm unemployed
add to that the fact that because i quit without having a job to go to, the lovely lady told me to move out and ended our relationship
i can understand her POV because without a job to go to i can't provide for us and therefore there's no stability in our lives
so i started the day with a job, a house and a family, i end it with nothing

it's alive...ALIVE

ok so i'm still alive people
i've been busy with work, and i've not got internet access anymore there, and at the moment i'm still working on getting access at home, that should be about 2-3 weeks away before i get that all sorted!
work
work
work
it's not going as planned people, there are a lot of issues that are making me an unhappy bunny! and there's not a lot i can do about it. to put it mildly, if i didn't need this job to pay my way in life then i'd have walked out about 2 weeks ago
postcards, i've got quite a few now, and i'm still expecting more, looking forward to it to be honest
life, is good apart from the issues at work and the minor problems that are coming from being there...home life is pretty good at the moment and i'm enjoying living with the lady
anyway best be off, as soon as i get internet i promise i'll be hitting your blogs with a new found vigor and commenting like a demon, but until then, sorry peeps
laters peeps
Px