swan song

I've not been blogging much for a while now
and although i used to blog loads
i now feel that my blog has out lasted it's usefulness, initially i used the blog to vent and keep my mind clear, but over the years as more and more people have read it i've found it harder and harder to keep things as open and real as i had initially wanted and started censoring things that i was writing. this was not what i wanted to happen with my blogs
as a result this will be my last post. and although i'm not going to close the page down or remove it for a while, there will be no more posts on my part

i'll miss it
but at the same time it's going to be a weight off my mind not having to worry that i've not posted for a long time or that i don't have anything interesting to say...

so to update you on the things i left hanging in the last post

the interview went ok
but they still offered me the job, i'm just finishing my 3rd week of working as a payroll assistant.

the hospital went ok too
although i tried to go back to work on the sunday and nearly passed out behind the bar
and i still have little or no sensation/feeling in my lower lip and jaw, which unfortunately i'm starting to get used to after 5 weeks of not having it :(

linny came over and went again and i'm missing her terribly
especially now that i've got a real job and our times are clashing more and more
although we had a great time
and there are some very funny pictures online at both her blog and on facebook of us enjoying the holiday

speaking of facebook
i'm not leaving it
but i've removed a lot of information from it
and i'm not going to be checking it or using it as much as i have in the past
i will keep an active account there so people can "find me" (not that anyone does anything once they have) and i have contact info for everyone on there
but that's all

love to you all
and i'm sorry
Pete