stuff
it's been a bloody long week and things are not getting any better for me.
financially i'm fucked at the moment with more going out than coming in, never a good equation when money is involved!
as a result i've really had to do some drastic things, at the moment i'm considering selling my car and buying an old bomb, but i can't, i'd miss my car...
i've been looking for a new job, even as far a field as scotland, the money's there and so is the job, but it's all about if i can get it, i think i can, but i've got to convince the people on the board that i can, also looking at one in tunbridge wells, both are for the council so the money's better that way and i think i've probably got a fair to good chance of getting one of them...
on the lizzy front, i've not heard from her in a while, i'm not overly worried anymore though, she wanted to go, there's nothing i can do to bring her back, and now i'm not sure that i'd take her back anyway
on the other fronts, i'm doing good, generally things have calmed down and i'm feeling so much more settled than i have for a few weeks
i've got a quest assessors course next week and i'm doing a load of overtime to help with the financial front, mind you if that got much worse i was going to seriously have to consider pimping myself out, only trouble is i don't think i could get very much for my body!!!
in other news...there isn't much else to talk about
had a really bad meal out the other night, it was a friends birthday and the food was really bad, i could've done better and i told them that!
i must thank someone, if you're reading you'll know it's you that i'm talking about, this person has been in my life for years and I've always taken them for granted a little and never really thanked them enough for the support that they've given me, especially recently, and now i hope they know how much they mean to me and how much i want to thank them for everything and how special and loved they are...thakn you, i love you
anyway, on that emotional and soppy note, i'm leaving
take care peeps
Px
Sunday 13 June 2004
Sunday 6 June 2004
I need/want...
a job that i enjoy
a life that's worth living
a woman who's easy to talk to and get along with, not for a romance, but just for the companionship type thing
money
a new tattoo
a prince albert
more games for me NEW ps2
every cd that's worth owning
to go to a "grrr" gig
anyway enough with the fantasy land...
i got a hair cut yesterday, i like it, it's a different look to what i normally have, but that's probably because i went into a proper salon and said to do whatever they thought would look good, it cost me £49.50, but it's worth it, it's made me feel better
i also got a brand new ps2 for £89.99 so i feel that shelling out £50 for a haircut was ok, i also got a load of smelly stuff because when you're trying to imrprove yourself you've got to start somewhere!
feeling wise, i'm doing ok, i'm tired and i'm still taking it one day at a time, but i've halved my dose on my anti-d's again because i feel like i can cope with it. i seem to be running a pattern of down then up then down then up again, each phase lasting a few days, but each being better than the last time i was in that phase, ie the lows aren't as low and the highs are higher.
went to see harry potter and the prisoner of azkahban on wednesday with woja, it was pretty cool, it's been a while since i read the books so i'm not overly sure how close they kept to the storyline, but i enjoyed it
work is going ok, i've just had one of those days today, we took under £170 all day today, of which nearly £80 was my wages...not really worth opening today, but over there it seems that most days aren't worth opening
generally feeling tired at the moment, probably due to playing ps2 all night last night and the total boredom of work mixed with the heat, apparently the company i work for don't know the meaning of "air-con"
been looking for cheesy horror dvd's, but i've been unsuccessful on the hunt, i've been tempted by the "house" series and by evil dead 3: army of darkness, not medievil dead as "someone" keeps telling me! if anyone has any suggestions let me know and i'll have a think about it
right that's me done, i'm hungry so i'm going to hunt out some food and then warm up the ps2 :D
take it easy peeps
Px
a job that i enjoy
a life that's worth living
a woman who's easy to talk to and get along with, not for a romance, but just for the companionship type thing
money
a new tattoo
a prince albert
more games for me NEW ps2
every cd that's worth owning
to go to a "grrr" gig
anyway enough with the fantasy land...
i got a hair cut yesterday, i like it, it's a different look to what i normally have, but that's probably because i went into a proper salon and said to do whatever they thought would look good, it cost me £49.50, but it's worth it, it's made me feel better
i also got a brand new ps2 for £89.99 so i feel that shelling out £50 for a haircut was ok, i also got a load of smelly stuff because when you're trying to imrprove yourself you've got to start somewhere!
feeling wise, i'm doing ok, i'm tired and i'm still taking it one day at a time, but i've halved my dose on my anti-d's again because i feel like i can cope with it. i seem to be running a pattern of down then up then down then up again, each phase lasting a few days, but each being better than the last time i was in that phase, ie the lows aren't as low and the highs are higher.
went to see harry potter and the prisoner of azkahban on wednesday with woja, it was pretty cool, it's been a while since i read the books so i'm not overly sure how close they kept to the storyline, but i enjoyed it
work is going ok, i've just had one of those days today, we took under £170 all day today, of which nearly £80 was my wages...not really worth opening today, but over there it seems that most days aren't worth opening
generally feeling tired at the moment, probably due to playing ps2 all night last night and the total boredom of work mixed with the heat, apparently the company i work for don't know the meaning of "air-con"
been looking for cheesy horror dvd's, but i've been unsuccessful on the hunt, i've been tempted by the "house" series and by evil dead 3: army of darkness, not medievil dead as "someone" keeps telling me! if anyone has any suggestions let me know and i'll have a think about it
right that's me done, i'm hungry so i'm going to hunt out some food and then warm up the ps2 :D
take it easy peeps
Px
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