stuff
it's been a bloody long week and things are not getting any better for me.
financially i'm fucked at the moment with more going out than coming in, never a good equation when money is involved!
as a result i've really had to do some drastic things, at the moment i'm considering selling my car and buying an old bomb, but i can't, i'd miss my car...
i've been looking for a new job, even as far a field as scotland, the money's there and so is the job, but it's all about if i can get it, i think i can, but i've got to convince the people on the board that i can, also looking at one in tunbridge wells, both are for the council so the money's better that way and i think i've probably got a fair to good chance of getting one of them...
on the lizzy front, i've not heard from her in a while, i'm not overly worried anymore though, she wanted to go, there's nothing i can do to bring her back, and now i'm not sure that i'd take her back anyway
on the other fronts, i'm doing good, generally things have calmed down and i'm feeling so much more settled than i have for a few weeks
i've got a quest assessors course next week and i'm doing a load of overtime to help with the financial front, mind you if that got much worse i was going to seriously have to consider pimping myself out, only trouble is i don't think i could get very much for my body!!!
in other news...there isn't much else to talk about
had a really bad meal out the other night, it was a friends birthday and the food was really bad, i could've done better and i told them that!
i must thank someone, if you're reading you'll know it's you that i'm talking about, this person has been in my life for years and I've always taken them for granted a little and never really thanked them enough for the support that they've given me, especially recently, and now i hope they know how much they mean to me and how much i want to thank them for everything and how special and loved they are...thakn you, i love you

anyway, on that emotional and soppy note, i'm leaving
take care peeps
Px