anger management...yeah...right
for some reason i'm just getting really narky at the moment, i'm thinking it could be because of various reasons...following...but whatever the reason i'm not enjoying it and i'm getting really pissed off at myself for getting pissed off at everything else...make sure? no...exactly! that's why i'm pissed off and angry!

reason #1
work
yeah i know i bitch about work more than i bitch about anything else in the world, that's because it pisses me off more than anything else in the world...most of the time anyway...there's either so much to be doing and it's all got to have been done yesterday or there's nothing for weeks on end, i'm tired of it, i'm tired of having great ideas which would make the place better to work in and all that, and then having them shouted down because SOMEONE doesn't like them so they shout them down at every opportunity making it so hard to impliment that it's easier to just say fine, forget it. I'm tired of not being allowed a pay rise, even though the boss has told me i deserve more money than i'm getting, and again this is because SOMEONE is whinging because i get more than they do...i get more because i do more, i have more qualifications relevent to the job, i have better experience, more skills...get over it!

reason #2
women
second biggest peeve of mine is women. why do some say one thing and do another? why do some try too hard? it's a turn off! why do some seem so right and then turn out so wrong? and why do some have the power over me that makes me act like a complete and utter twat? (note to woja...piss off i know i act like a twat most of the time...i mean more specifically where they are concerned!) i know i've said i'm through with women, but that's like a really wrong thing, i can't think of the appropriate simile...was going to link it with going bald, specially for woja, but couldn't be bothered to work something out!

reason #3
living with my parents
it's just getting me down, the sooner i move out the better, options are at the moment...moving into my brother's place which he's vacating soon to live with his partner (sounds gay, but she's female and i don't want to patronise her by calling her a girlfriend)...the other is getting a new job somewhere miles away from here, from my folks, from my current job, from the women around here that are doing my head in...this would seem to be the ideal option however getting a job is proving harder than it looks, still not heard back from the interview on tuesday though so there is a little ship of hope sailing on the horizon

gripe over
going to bed
need sleep, lack of it probably isn't helping my moods either
later
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