1 1000, 2 1000, 3 1000...
went to see hide and seek last night...very, very disturbing. excellent twist in it which i won't give away, but i truly didn't see it coming and although it made the film make sense and a little less scary, it is awesome, and i felt really uncomfortable watching it until the twist was revealed, it's that much of a thinking/scary film...very very good though!
also went to have food last night, sat in chili's in reading, never been there before, was quite busy though and we were told that there would be a half hour wait to get a table...which we were ok with, it turned out it was only 10-15 minutes before we sat down...good...placed our order, i thought i'd have the tuna, looked like a good option. after 45 minutes of waiting for the food i complained to the waiter as other people who had come in after us had started eating their food, he told me it would be about 5 minutes and he'd just had a go at the chef to find out where it was, ok no worries...10 minutes later i told him that if it wasn't there in 2 minutes i was leaving! the 2 minutes elapsed and i called for the manager, he came over and i explained the situation to him and told him that i wasn't interested now and i'd had enough, as i said this our food turned up and i told him to take it back as i was through waiting and it was too late at that point, they offered the meal for free and i just looked at him and walked out. I don't usually complain much when i'm out for a meal, but last night was really taking the piss, i've never had to wait that long in my life, i nearly asked them to show me into the kitchen and i'd cook it myself, probably would've got it quicker!
we ended up in macdonalds
should've gone to nando's to start with, much better in there
i know i should've taken the free food, but by the time it came out i was so pissed off at them that i just wasn't interested anymore and i had already said that i would leave
anyway
i also heard about the job in andover, didn't get it, wasn't really expecting to and i'm glad i didn't really, it'd mean moving away and stuff which i don't overly want to do at the moment and i would've had to ask for more money than they were offering me...still they are going to pay me mileage for the interview which i hadn't expected, it's only 38p a mile, but that's better than a kick in the balls seeing as i did around 80 miles return journey!
still looking for other work though, might try abroad again, could be more interesting than what i'm doing now, always interested in going to cyprus to work, if i get a job out there you're all invited to come on over for a holiday...someone suggested that i start by going to the travel agents and finding out which tour operators and that are in cyprus an contacting them directly and then contacting the hotels directly as well as some of the resorts and things like that, going to have to give it a try, also need to update my cv at some point seeing as it's been out of date now for something like 10 months, but i just can't seem to get round to it!
right i'm off now...
take care peeps, laters
Px
Sunday, 27 February 2005
Saturday, 26 February 2005
flavour of the weak
song title...just been listening to it
got drunk last night
sat up talking to mojo half the night too...it's all good though, just feeling really tired now though, will sleep well tonight!
i keep trying to finish my book, but i've not managed it yet, think i'll probably head off in a few minutes and read as much of it as i can before i fall asleep
things have been weird for a while and i'm looking forward to moving out next weekend...should be good, at least when i'm in my own place again i can do what i want when i want and all that, it'll also mean that i can chill and organise my head properly, which is much needed
by the way you're all invited to pop in whenever you feel like it and i'll have to try and organise some sort of social gathering, i'm tempted to have a dinner party, but everyone will have to bring their own crockery and that seeing as i have a limited amount which i seem to break fairly regularly, but i guess i might pop down to IKEA to get some new stuff, god know i need it and it'll be cheap as well
right enough blogging, time to read
laters peeps
Px
song title...just been listening to it
got drunk last night
sat up talking to mojo half the night too...it's all good though, just feeling really tired now though, will sleep well tonight!
i keep trying to finish my book, but i've not managed it yet, think i'll probably head off in a few minutes and read as much of it as i can before i fall asleep
things have been weird for a while and i'm looking forward to moving out next weekend...should be good, at least when i'm in my own place again i can do what i want when i want and all that, it'll also mean that i can chill and organise my head properly, which is much needed
by the way you're all invited to pop in whenever you feel like it and i'll have to try and organise some sort of social gathering, i'm tempted to have a dinner party, but everyone will have to bring their own crockery and that seeing as i have a limited amount which i seem to break fairly regularly, but i guess i might pop down to IKEA to get some new stuff, god know i need it and it'll be cheap as well
right enough blogging, time to read
laters peeps
Px
Thursday, 24 February 2005
anger management...yeah...right
for some reason i'm just getting really narky at the moment, i'm thinking it could be because of various reasons...following...but whatever the reason i'm not enjoying it and i'm getting really pissed off at myself for getting pissed off at everything else...make sure? no...exactly! that's why i'm pissed off and angry!
reason #1
work
yeah i know i bitch about work more than i bitch about anything else in the world, that's because it pisses me off more than anything else in the world...most of the time anyway...there's either so much to be doing and it's all got to have been done yesterday or there's nothing for weeks on end, i'm tired of it, i'm tired of having great ideas which would make the place better to work in and all that, and then having them shouted down because SOMEONE doesn't like them so they shout them down at every opportunity making it so hard to impliment that it's easier to just say fine, forget it. I'm tired of not being allowed a pay rise, even though the boss has told me i deserve more money than i'm getting, and again this is because SOMEONE is whinging because i get more than they do...i get more because i do more, i have more qualifications relevent to the job, i have better experience, more skills...get over it!
reason #2
women
second biggest peeve of mine is women. why do some say one thing and do another? why do some try too hard? it's a turn off! why do some seem so right and then turn out so wrong? and why do some have the power over me that makes me act like a complete and utter twat? (note to woja...piss off i know i act like a twat most of the time...i mean more specifically where they are concerned!) i know i've said i'm through with women, but that's like a really wrong thing, i can't think of the appropriate simile...was going to link it with going bald, specially for woja, but couldn't be bothered to work something out!
reason #3
living with my parents
it's just getting me down, the sooner i move out the better, options are at the moment...moving into my brother's place which he's vacating soon to live with his partner (sounds gay, but she's female and i don't want to patronise her by calling her a girlfriend)...the other is getting a new job somewhere miles away from here, from my folks, from my current job, from the women around here that are doing my head in...this would seem to be the ideal option however getting a job is proving harder than it looks, still not heard back from the interview on tuesday though so there is a little ship of hope sailing on the horizon
gripe over
going to bed
need sleep, lack of it probably isn't helping my moods either
later
Px
for some reason i'm just getting really narky at the moment, i'm thinking it could be because of various reasons...following...but whatever the reason i'm not enjoying it and i'm getting really pissed off at myself for getting pissed off at everything else...make sure? no...exactly! that's why i'm pissed off and angry!
reason #1
work
yeah i know i bitch about work more than i bitch about anything else in the world, that's because it pisses me off more than anything else in the world...most of the time anyway...there's either so much to be doing and it's all got to have been done yesterday or there's nothing for weeks on end, i'm tired of it, i'm tired of having great ideas which would make the place better to work in and all that, and then having them shouted down because SOMEONE doesn't like them so they shout them down at every opportunity making it so hard to impliment that it's easier to just say fine, forget it. I'm tired of not being allowed a pay rise, even though the boss has told me i deserve more money than i'm getting, and again this is because SOMEONE is whinging because i get more than they do...i get more because i do more, i have more qualifications relevent to the job, i have better experience, more skills...get over it!
reason #2
women
second biggest peeve of mine is women. why do some say one thing and do another? why do some try too hard? it's a turn off! why do some seem so right and then turn out so wrong? and why do some have the power over me that makes me act like a complete and utter twat? (note to woja...piss off i know i act like a twat most of the time...i mean more specifically where they are concerned!) i know i've said i'm through with women, but that's like a really wrong thing, i can't think of the appropriate simile...was going to link it with going bald, specially for woja, but couldn't be bothered to work something out!
reason #3
living with my parents
it's just getting me down, the sooner i move out the better, options are at the moment...moving into my brother's place which he's vacating soon to live with his partner (sounds gay, but she's female and i don't want to patronise her by calling her a girlfriend)...the other is getting a new job somewhere miles away from here, from my folks, from my current job, from the women around here that are doing my head in...this would seem to be the ideal option however getting a job is proving harder than it looks, still not heard back from the interview on tuesday though so there is a little ship of hope sailing on the horizon
gripe over
going to bed
need sleep, lack of it probably isn't helping my moods either
later
Px
Wednesday, 23 February 2005
i feel sick and i want to get off this ride
life is pretty boring at the moment, in fact the most interesting thing i've done for a while is...well...nothing really
interview yesterday went ok, got lost on the way there, twice, but that's because the directions i got didn't tell me which turn off i was supposed to take so i have an excuse...
spent some cash on stuff yesterday...probably shouldn't have done that, but who cares!
feeling really tired today
over indulged at dinner as well, hence the feeling sick bit in the title
getting off the ride as all about work, my boss is a numpty, he's been stressing all week about the QUEST Maintenance Visit, which was today, and in getting stressed he's stressed me to near breaking point...one day he'll go too far and then there could be a mess
very tired, spelling is going wonky and i keep having to read back through every line to make sure i've not missed out any more letters...going to hit the sack i think...might be a wise move
laters peoples
Px
life is pretty boring at the moment, in fact the most interesting thing i've done for a while is...well...nothing really
interview yesterday went ok, got lost on the way there, twice, but that's because the directions i got didn't tell me which turn off i was supposed to take so i have an excuse...
spent some cash on stuff yesterday...probably shouldn't have done that, but who cares!
feeling really tired today
over indulged at dinner as well, hence the feeling sick bit in the title
getting off the ride as all about work, my boss is a numpty, he's been stressing all week about the QUEST Maintenance Visit, which was today, and in getting stressed he's stressed me to near breaking point...one day he'll go too far and then there could be a mess
very tired, spelling is going wonky and i keep having to read back through every line to make sure i've not missed out any more letters...going to hit the sack i think...might be a wise move
laters peoples
Px
Monday, 21 February 2005
heh heh
thought'd i'd better blog seeing as i've not done it for nearly a month and someone will be telling me off soon for not doing it (dk)
right well...things are a bit weird, but then it's my life and when aren't they!
well i've decided to give up looking for a woman, it seems that whenever i find one that i like there's a problem...she's a slapper...she's got a boyfriend...she's irritating as hell and can't be bothered to do anything, won't make a decision, won't cook, wash-up, get out of bed in the morning...not that i'm speaking from experience or anything like that...i'd never do that ;)
anyway women...i'm through chasing you for the time being...i want to be chased...come and get me
i'm changing my mobile number at the end of the week...going pay and go to try and calm down on the sheer number of messages that i'm sending each month, my plan is that if i've got no credit i can't text anyone...there's logic there...somewhere
i've had the stereo fitted, felt a bit of a trevor for a while, then i remembered that kev's and trev's only have bangin' hard house tunes blaring from their stereo's and not the subtle complexities that make up the flogging molly tunes, the funky sounds of the chili's or the pure aural assualt provided by the likes of rammstein, white zombie and korn...so i calmed down a little and turned the volume up :)
not moved yet, but i'm moving fairly soon i'm assured
got an interview tomorrow for a job at a school, not really the position i wanted, and the pay isn't much better than what i'm on at the moment...but it should give me a little more experience for when i want to run a centre myself...i wish i'd sent off the application for the other job too, but i forgot about it until the day it was supposed to have been back with them...bugger!
other than that stuff has been pootling on nicely i guess, went away for a nice relaxing weekend, took loads of pictures with my lovely camera, but i've not got round to printing them off yet, they're all hiding on my laptop, using a nice one of a shark as my background. had to buy a bigger memory stick though so i maxed out on a 256mb jobbie so that i don't have to lug the laptop away next time
my boss has been stressing me today, we've got a big audit coming up on wednesday, could mean a lot of brownie points for me if we ace it, so today he's been asking me to check through files and documents and that which will be looked at, but his trouble is that he asks me to do about half a dozen things at once and then wonders why nothing is getting done...foolish man
got red dwarf 6 in the post today...life is good
also got C.H.U.D II: Bud The Chud, not sure what it'll be like, but it looks like a laugh and it's from the tacky horror genre so i'm in there then
saw Bubba Hotep last week...funny and touching...surprising really considering what it's about!
also spent money on an XMODS RC...got a supra, and all of the mods i can find for it in the UK, which means i might have to import some stuff from the US...we'll see, i've mailed them to ask what stuff is available in the uk and where i can get it
right i've still got to pull the directions off the net for tomorrow so i guess i'd better get on with it, so laters peeps
thought'd i'd better blog seeing as i've not done it for nearly a month and someone will be telling me off soon for not doing it (dk)
right well...things are a bit weird, but then it's my life and when aren't they!
well i've decided to give up looking for a woman, it seems that whenever i find one that i like there's a problem...she's a slapper...she's got a boyfriend...she's irritating as hell and can't be bothered to do anything, won't make a decision, won't cook, wash-up, get out of bed in the morning...not that i'm speaking from experience or anything like that...i'd never do that ;)
anyway women...i'm through chasing you for the time being...i want to be chased...come and get me
i'm changing my mobile number at the end of the week...going pay and go to try and calm down on the sheer number of messages that i'm sending each month, my plan is that if i've got no credit i can't text anyone...there's logic there...somewhere
i've had the stereo fitted, felt a bit of a trevor for a while, then i remembered that kev's and trev's only have bangin' hard house tunes blaring from their stereo's and not the subtle complexities that make up the flogging molly tunes, the funky sounds of the chili's or the pure aural assualt provided by the likes of rammstein, white zombie and korn...so i calmed down a little and turned the volume up :)
not moved yet, but i'm moving fairly soon i'm assured
got an interview tomorrow for a job at a school, not really the position i wanted, and the pay isn't much better than what i'm on at the moment...but it should give me a little more experience for when i want to run a centre myself...i wish i'd sent off the application for the other job too, but i forgot about it until the day it was supposed to have been back with them...bugger!
other than that stuff has been pootling on nicely i guess, went away for a nice relaxing weekend, took loads of pictures with my lovely camera, but i've not got round to printing them off yet, they're all hiding on my laptop, using a nice one of a shark as my background. had to buy a bigger memory stick though so i maxed out on a 256mb jobbie so that i don't have to lug the laptop away next time
my boss has been stressing me today, we've got a big audit coming up on wednesday, could mean a lot of brownie points for me if we ace it, so today he's been asking me to check through files and documents and that which will be looked at, but his trouble is that he asks me to do about half a dozen things at once and then wonders why nothing is getting done...foolish man
got red dwarf 6 in the post today...life is good
also got C.H.U.D II: Bud The Chud, not sure what it'll be like, but it looks like a laugh and it's from the tacky horror genre so i'm in there then
saw Bubba Hotep last week...funny and touching...surprising really considering what it's about!
also spent money on an XMODS RC...got a supra, and all of the mods i can find for it in the UK, which means i might have to import some stuff from the US...we'll see, i've mailed them to ask what stuff is available in the uk and where i can get it
right i've still got to pull the directions off the net for tomorrow so i guess i'd better get on with it, so laters peeps
Tuesday, 25 January 2005
spending money
got myself a new car stereo today, having it fitted on thursday...just thought you should know
got to go back to the hospital about my foot on thursday too...it'll gimme chance to test the stereo :D
been bored at work this week...various interesting things have happened though...foolish people!
thinking of changing my phone to pay & go...i'll let you know
that's it realy ;)
laters
Px
got myself a new car stereo today, having it fitted on thursday...just thought you should know
got to go back to the hospital about my foot on thursday too...it'll gimme chance to test the stereo :D
been bored at work this week...various interesting things have happened though...foolish people!
thinking of changing my phone to pay & go...i'll let you know
that's it realy ;)
laters
Px
Monday, 17 January 2005
how bloggy good is this...?
i think i've found myself somewhere to live...it's great
i'll be moving into my brother's place as he'll be moving into his lady's place and doesn't want to sell his flat so he's offered it to me for the knock down rate of £350 pcm, that's over £200 a month cheaper than when i was in my flat...SWEET!!!
other fronts:
i'm going to cornwall for the weekend soon, hopefully i'll either have moved by then or will be moving not long after, going to cornwall just to chill and get away for a while, looking forward to it
my foot is still killing me, really unhappy about a few things, including some problems at work which are as a result of things not being sorted for me...restricted duties means No creche, No lifeguarding and NO gymnastics set-ups...but since coming back i've done all 3 including a full gymnastics breakdown today on my own...most definately not a happy bunny
the japanese isn't going very well at the moment, but then i've ben back at work and not really had much in the way of spare time to do things like that...anyway, i will learn something, i must!
i have finally seen the italian job, the original and best i mean...very good, i got it with jen's "xmas present"...also got the chronicles of riddick (good) hellboy (better) shrek 2 (best)...don't remember buying any cd's recently which is surprising, but now i've decided to try and save some cash what with moving soon
watched the jerry springer opera thing on bbc2 when it was on, i know it was a while ago now, but i've not blogged for a while. to be honest, i can't see what all the fuss was about, i enjoyed it, though it was a bit strange to hear people singing expletives, best quote was "three nipple cousin fucker"...also worked it out that if it's true taht there were over 8000 expletives in the 2 hours then that's over 1 a second, and seeing as there was a vague storyline to it, and by vague i mean more than your average porn film, i don't think it was possible. so i sat and thought abuot it for a while and i've assumed that the people who counted all this swearing counted the number of peole who were swearing and not the number of times it was heard, so 30 people sining fuck, which is heard once is counted as 30 times...if this is a case, there is more swearing at a football match, when half the crowd start that well known chant, the one about the ref being a wanker, that could be 10000 voices, so once through that "the referee's a wanker" is 10000 expletives and you know that it doesn't just go the once...lets say it's chanted 5 times, that's 50000 expletives, that's over 40000 more than jerry springer...anyway
nothing much else to report, been fairly un-interesting recently to be honest!
finally a quick shout to dk for getting her theory test done and dusted...nice one sugar!
i think i've found myself somewhere to live...it's great
i'll be moving into my brother's place as he'll be moving into his lady's place and doesn't want to sell his flat so he's offered it to me for the knock down rate of £350 pcm, that's over £200 a month cheaper than when i was in my flat...SWEET!!!
other fronts:
i'm going to cornwall for the weekend soon, hopefully i'll either have moved by then or will be moving not long after, going to cornwall just to chill and get away for a while, looking forward to it
my foot is still killing me, really unhappy about a few things, including some problems at work which are as a result of things not being sorted for me...restricted duties means No creche, No lifeguarding and NO gymnastics set-ups...but since coming back i've done all 3 including a full gymnastics breakdown today on my own...most definately not a happy bunny
the japanese isn't going very well at the moment, but then i've ben back at work and not really had much in the way of spare time to do things like that...anyway, i will learn something, i must!
i have finally seen the italian job, the original and best i mean...very good, i got it with jen's "xmas present"...also got the chronicles of riddick (good) hellboy (better) shrek 2 (best)...don't remember buying any cd's recently which is surprising, but now i've decided to try and save some cash what with moving soon
watched the jerry springer opera thing on bbc2 when it was on, i know it was a while ago now, but i've not blogged for a while. to be honest, i can't see what all the fuss was about, i enjoyed it, though it was a bit strange to hear people singing expletives, best quote was "three nipple cousin fucker"...also worked it out that if it's true taht there were over 8000 expletives in the 2 hours then that's over 1 a second, and seeing as there was a vague storyline to it, and by vague i mean more than your average porn film, i don't think it was possible. so i sat and thought abuot it for a while and i've assumed that the people who counted all this swearing counted the number of peole who were swearing and not the number of times it was heard, so 30 people sining fuck, which is heard once is counted as 30 times...if this is a case, there is more swearing at a football match, when half the crowd start that well known chant, the one about the ref being a wanker, that could be 10000 voices, so once through that "the referee's a wanker" is 10000 expletives and you know that it doesn't just go the once...lets say it's chanted 5 times, that's 50000 expletives, that's over 40000 more than jerry springer...anyway
nothing much else to report, been fairly un-interesting recently to be honest!
finally a quick shout to dk for getting her theory test done and dusted...nice one sugar!
Wednesday, 5 January 2005
Finally...
...after months of waiting and trying to get there i got to see the incredibles last night...and it was worth the wait! all in all i had a really good night last night, cinema, company, the ability to drive!
things are looking up!
popped into work this morning to sort out what's going on next week when i go back, i've asked to be put on light duties and not lifeguard as i'm not confident in my own abilities at the moment, but over the next week i'm sure that i'll get better.
went out spending money yesterday, got myself a nice little digital camera, sony cybershot l1 for those who wanna know, also got a printer thing with it nice and cheap, sony dpp fp30 or something like that, not done anything with either f them yet, but i intend to have a play with them today :)
also purchased "japanese for dummies" so i can actually do something about one of my resolutions this year, although i'm not sure japanese is going to be easy, it'll be a challenge though and that's what i'm after
feeling a bit better today and yesterday, monday was a bit shitty, getting a bit confused about a few things and it's making me seem unhappy when really i'm fine and that...just thinking, i think thinking should've been something i gave up for new years...lol
anyway i'm going to go and sort out dinner in a minute and then this afternoon i'm going to play with my camera and learn japanese
laters peoples
Px
...after months of waiting and trying to get there i got to see the incredibles last night...and it was worth the wait! all in all i had a really good night last night, cinema, company, the ability to drive!
things are looking up!
popped into work this morning to sort out what's going on next week when i go back, i've asked to be put on light duties and not lifeguard as i'm not confident in my own abilities at the moment, but over the next week i'm sure that i'll get better.
went out spending money yesterday, got myself a nice little digital camera, sony cybershot l1 for those who wanna know, also got a printer thing with it nice and cheap, sony dpp fp30 or something like that, not done anything with either f them yet, but i intend to have a play with them today :)
also purchased "japanese for dummies" so i can actually do something about one of my resolutions this year, although i'm not sure japanese is going to be easy, it'll be a challenge though and that's what i'm after
feeling a bit better today and yesterday, monday was a bit shitty, getting a bit confused about a few things and it's making me seem unhappy when really i'm fine and that...just thinking, i think thinking should've been something i gave up for new years...lol
anyway i'm going to go and sort out dinner in a minute and then this afternoon i'm going to play with my camera and learn japanese
laters peoples
Px
Saturday, 1 January 2005
Christmas
was a quiet one, not enough was drunk and i got loads of socks :(
Christmas - roger's birthday
got my big xmas pressie...a laptop, i've still not broken it either...so that's good!
went to the pub a couple of times, drank more...always healthy
roger's birthday
usual plan, arrange to meet i the pub early, get there at least half hour late to compensate for his lack of punctuality, drink lots, head to roger's parents place, drink more, stumble home in the wee small hours...
roger's b'day - new years
didn't really do much, went to the pub, had a few drinks, spent money, played pool, potted the black from the break...genius, my mate's couldn't believe i'd managed it, nor could i
New years
had options, decided the best would be to visit a mate and have a "quiet" one seeing as i'd put my foot through a lot the night before at the pub and i didn't really want to run the risk of a busy pub and having someone stand on it...much alcohol was consumed, but not a great deal by me, i was just chilling
New years day (today)
did some stuff for work on my laptop and just chilled...all is good
blogging off
take care peeps
Px
was a quiet one, not enough was drunk and i got loads of socks :(
Christmas - roger's birthday
got my big xmas pressie...a laptop, i've still not broken it either...so that's good!
went to the pub a couple of times, drank more...always healthy
roger's birthday
usual plan, arrange to meet i the pub early, get there at least half hour late to compensate for his lack of punctuality, drink lots, head to roger's parents place, drink more, stumble home in the wee small hours...
roger's b'day - new years
didn't really do much, went to the pub, had a few drinks, spent money, played pool, potted the black from the break...genius, my mate's couldn't believe i'd managed it, nor could i
New years
had options, decided the best would be to visit a mate and have a "quiet" one seeing as i'd put my foot through a lot the night before at the pub and i didn't really want to run the risk of a busy pub and having someone stand on it...much alcohol was consumed, but not a great deal by me, i was just chilling
New years day (today)
did some stuff for work on my laptop and just chilled...all is good
blogging off
take care peeps
Px
Thursday, 23 December 2004
mmmm...lumpy
my foot has a lump on the side of it where it's broken...i guess that's to be expected though
the bruising seems to be migrating too, on the toes it's fading to a nice maroon colour ish, but it's now getting some around the heel which isn't too good, it's coming out on both sides of my foot which is odd seeing as the damage is only on one side...
still looking forward to christmas, not sure why though, gradually feeling more and more down again at the moment...probably because of the foot and the limitations that it's giving me
still life goes on
thinking of making some mince pies today, but that all depends on if i can find the ingredients around the house or i'm going to have to go and hunt them down from somewhere like tesco
feeling really bored
might go and watch a film in a minute, i got 6 yesterday, although i've seen 4 of them before, they're good films and i'm going to watch them again...it's funny really because i was thinking about watching one of them before i found it in the shop anyway...so it's cool that i found it
right i'm bored
laters
px
my foot has a lump on the side of it where it's broken...i guess that's to be expected though
the bruising seems to be migrating too, on the toes it's fading to a nice maroon colour ish, but it's now getting some around the heel which isn't too good, it's coming out on both sides of my foot which is odd seeing as the damage is only on one side...
still looking forward to christmas, not sure why though, gradually feeling more and more down again at the moment...probably because of the foot and the limitations that it's giving me
still life goes on
thinking of making some mince pies today, but that all depends on if i can find the ingredients around the house or i'm going to have to go and hunt them down from somewhere like tesco
feeling really bored
might go and watch a film in a minute, i got 6 yesterday, although i've seen 4 of them before, they're good films and i'm going to watch them again...it's funny really because i was thinking about watching one of them before i found it in the shop anyway...so it's cool that i found it
right i'm bored
laters
px
Wednesday, 22 December 2004
wuhoo!
1) it's nearly christmas!
2) i've started walking without the boot thing
3) it's nearly christmas!!
4) life is good for once
5) IT'S NEARLY CHRISTMAS!!!
i'm actually getting into the christmas spirit
been walking arounf this evening without my crutches or boot thing so my foot is getting better, mum is a little worried, as mothers do, that i might be pushing things a little too quickly and that i might be doing more damage than good at the moment...yeah it hurts a little, but i did manage to break a boen in my foot (again) in a game of football by falling over! but i'm starting to walk on it after just 10 days, that can't be bad, can it?
anyway, that was all i wanted to say really
laters
Px
1) it's nearly christmas!
2) i've started walking without the boot thing
3) it's nearly christmas!!
4) life is good for once
5) IT'S NEARLY CHRISTMAS!!!
i'm actually getting into the christmas spirit
been walking arounf this evening without my crutches or boot thing so my foot is getting better, mum is a little worried, as mothers do, that i might be pushing things a little too quickly and that i might be doing more damage than good at the moment...yeah it hurts a little, but i did manage to break a boen in my foot (again) in a game of football by falling over! but i'm starting to walk on it after just 10 days, that can't be bad, can it?
anyway, that was all i wanted to say really
laters
Px
Tuesday, 21 December 2004
all the sky is brown, and the leaves are grey
no reason for that, but hey...who needs a reason, am i right?
life is continuing along the same lines as it was last week, still got a broken foot, still signed off sick, still bored!
actualy it's update time
foot...although still broken, i've been attempting to walk on it, only with the samson boot thing on, and i can, only use my crutches now when i'm tired or i haven't got the boot thing on...or i'm out of the house and want sympathy or people to move out of my way ;)
off sick...has it's benefits, it means that i haven't used any annual leave up over christmas and i've got 4 whole weeks off, drawback is that i'm bored
bored...well i've been playing burnout 3 and watching tv and dvd's so it's not that bad
ventured out of the house on saturday, managed about an hour in reading before i got pissed off with people pushing past me and then apologising when they realised i was on crutches, they usually realised because they either kicked them or i hit them with one...also made it to the pub in the evening, only managed one pint though, didn't have any more money :(
have had a couple of visitors, my friend laura came to see me, she's now gone to center parcs for a week though, but at least she saw me in the 3 day's she was in the area... also my friend Kat has been to see me, she's here for a week then she's off to barbados for new years...it's alright for some!!! but i think that's it on the visitor front, the family have been arounf, but that was expected...they're family!
found out yesterday from H at castle that the bone i've broken is the load bearing one in the foot and it's going to take a fair while to heal...great, just what i needed to hear, especially as i'm walking on it and probably shouldn't be! according to him, rooney did the 3rd metatarsel in, which is pretty boring and doesn't have as much weight through it as the 5th...although given rooney's such a fat bastard there's probably as much weight going through his 3rd and there is going through my 5th
still not got everyone's presents, going to give up now i think, it's only little things that i needed to get anyway, although i've still got to wrap everything up and get some birthday wrapping paper too...and a birthday card...i'll forget something though, i always do...and no it's not the present i'll forget, i've already got that!
feeling hungry, but i'm also feeling too lazy to go downstairs and get something to eat and a drink, although i'll probably go in a minute anyway!
right i'm off...laters peeps
Px
no reason for that, but hey...who needs a reason, am i right?
life is continuing along the same lines as it was last week, still got a broken foot, still signed off sick, still bored!
actualy it's update time
foot...although still broken, i've been attempting to walk on it, only with the samson boot thing on, and i can, only use my crutches now when i'm tired or i haven't got the boot thing on...or i'm out of the house and want sympathy or people to move out of my way ;)
off sick...has it's benefits, it means that i haven't used any annual leave up over christmas and i've got 4 whole weeks off, drawback is that i'm bored
bored...well i've been playing burnout 3 and watching tv and dvd's so it's not that bad
ventured out of the house on saturday, managed about an hour in reading before i got pissed off with people pushing past me and then apologising when they realised i was on crutches, they usually realised because they either kicked them or i hit them with one...also made it to the pub in the evening, only managed one pint though, didn't have any more money :(
have had a couple of visitors, my friend laura came to see me, she's now gone to center parcs for a week though, but at least she saw me in the 3 day's she was in the area... also my friend Kat has been to see me, she's here for a week then she's off to barbados for new years...it's alright for some!!! but i think that's it on the visitor front, the family have been arounf, but that was expected...they're family!
found out yesterday from H at castle that the bone i've broken is the load bearing one in the foot and it's going to take a fair while to heal...great, just what i needed to hear, especially as i'm walking on it and probably shouldn't be! according to him, rooney did the 3rd metatarsel in, which is pretty boring and doesn't have as much weight through it as the 5th...although given rooney's such a fat bastard there's probably as much weight going through his 3rd and there is going through my 5th
still not got everyone's presents, going to give up now i think, it's only little things that i needed to get anyway, although i've still got to wrap everything up and get some birthday wrapping paper too...and a birthday card...i'll forget something though, i always do...and no it's not the present i'll forget, i've already got that!
feeling hungry, but i'm also feeling too lazy to go downstairs and get something to eat and a drink, although i'll probably go in a minute anyway!
right i'm off...laters peeps
Px
Thursday, 16 December 2004
no title today, just going to get straight into it, and today i'm feeling better, the my toes are still a funny colour, but at least i'm feeling better than i was yesterday, maybe it's because i had steak for dinner, maybe it's because i've resigned myself to the fact that the boring monotony of not being able to do stuff easily or get anywhere without blagging a lift or taking a very long time to get there...crutches are useful though, like when you get into bed and realise that the light is still on, stuff like that
the foot itself is a little painful, but i'm tending to ignore it, it's just a pain when i want to get dressed because i have to take the support thing off, get dressed, roll up my trouser leg, pimp style-e, put the brace back on and then roll the leg back down again, that's trouser leg, not middle leg! you dirty people!!!
things are fairly quiet here today, father has taken it upon himself to do the xmas decorations, i can't help him this year...YES!!!!!! ha ha...another thing i've got out of doing!!!
(oops...too manys "!"'s making myself look like a deranged psycho)
no other news for the moment, dad buried the bird in the garden yesterday, he got rather emotional over it, but that was to be expected a little...
right i'm outta here
need to think of a way of getting those last few presents
take care peeps
Px
the foot itself is a little painful, but i'm tending to ignore it, it's just a pain when i want to get dressed because i have to take the support thing off, get dressed, roll up my trouser leg, pimp style-e, put the brace back on and then roll the leg back down again, that's trouser leg, not middle leg! you dirty people!!!
things are fairly quiet here today, father has taken it upon himself to do the xmas decorations, i can't help him this year...YES!!!!!! ha ha...another thing i've got out of doing!!!
(oops...too manys "!"'s making myself look like a deranged psycho)
no other news for the moment, dad buried the bird in the garden yesterday, he got rather emotional over it, but that was to be expected a little...
right i'm outta here
need to think of a way of getting those last few presents
take care peeps
Px
Wednesday, 15 December 2004
Monday, 13 December 2004
break it like beckham...
it was the company's 5-a-side football tournament last night...and normally you'll all know that i'm not really someone who goes in for the physical stuff of any sort, but this once i thought i'd make an exception, just once mind...
well the tourney started ok, we lost 4-0, then 3-0 (we were getting better), then 1-0 (better still), then we were 1-0 down in our penultimate match when i committed to what would be my last tackle of the match. i went in to take the ball away and stood on my opponants foot, rolled my ankle underneath me and as a result fractured my 5th metatarsel, much like wayne rooney and david beckham have both done. initially i thought that this would not be a problem, yeah it hurt, but i though i'd just sprained my foot, when i couldn't stand on it i was a little more concerned and when i took my shoe off i realised that something was wrong. Normal i'd have not bothered with it, but the swelling on my foot was just in front of the metal plate which i've already got in my foot (long story, maybe another time), this was a bit more of a concern. I did my own first aid on it and got someone else to sign it off for me, because i'm that sensible that if i'd done something wrong someone else would get the blame for it! I thought that looking at it i'd maybe broken it, but i wasn't 100% sure so i asked a couple of people what they thought, not mentioning the metal plate, because i didn't wnat to have to explain that away too...someone said that they thought it was probably just ligament damage. Still i couldn't drive home like it so i had to call my mother dear to see if i could get a lift or something. My brother came, but he'd had a few bevies during the day so i was still stuck, he had a look at it too, he said that it probably wasn't broken, but seeing as it was on the foot with the plate in it i should go to the hospital and have it checked out as there may be some other form of internal damage. was in and out of hospital in under an hour and a half, pretty bloody quick for the JR! x-rays showed up a fracture to the 5th metatarsel, i'd chipped a little bit off the end of it, near to the plate, so it's possible that the plate did it... anyway, i got plastered up and given crutches and an appointment to go back today.
I've been back there this morning and i'm still on crutches, but they've given me a funky support thing, like the back half and underneath of a welly and a big velcro thing to go inside it... it still hurts, but i've been told that i should be able to start weight bearing through this boot thing in a week or so, and take things from there. Unfortunately this means that i'm going to be on crutches for a while over xmas probably and i'm kinda stuck at my folks place, which also means that i can't finish my xmas shopping without a helping hand from someone who can drive me to the shops and help me with the various stuff that i'll have bought...bugger!
on the up side i've been signed off work for the next 4 weeks and i can return after that on light duties if i can get there. next hospital appointment is in 6 weeks so effectively i could be off work until then, if not longer!
it still hurts a little now, but it's more uncomfortable than anything!
in other news, the site xmas party was a good laugh, me and chunk decided to shock everyone and go suited and booted, although we decided to avoid the ties because they looked too formal... i didn't drink too much as i had to be up early on sunday (yesterday) to get to work and then play football. but it was a good night and we all had a bit of a laugh.
i forgot to mention that the site team came 5th (out of 6) and we drew the game that i got injured 1-1 and then finally the boys done proud against the head office team and drew 0-0 there...so all in all it was cool!
right i'd better be going, still not caught up on my sleep since thursday's managers do :)
take care peeps and get in touch, it's not like i've got much else to do at the moment now that i'm off sick
laters peeps
Px
it was the company's 5-a-side football tournament last night...and normally you'll all know that i'm not really someone who goes in for the physical stuff of any sort, but this once i thought i'd make an exception, just once mind...
well the tourney started ok, we lost 4-0, then 3-0 (we were getting better), then 1-0 (better still), then we were 1-0 down in our penultimate match when i committed to what would be my last tackle of the match. i went in to take the ball away and stood on my opponants foot, rolled my ankle underneath me and as a result fractured my 5th metatarsel, much like wayne rooney and david beckham have both done. initially i thought that this would not be a problem, yeah it hurt, but i though i'd just sprained my foot, when i couldn't stand on it i was a little more concerned and when i took my shoe off i realised that something was wrong. Normal i'd have not bothered with it, but the swelling on my foot was just in front of the metal plate which i've already got in my foot (long story, maybe another time), this was a bit more of a concern. I did my own first aid on it and got someone else to sign it off for me, because i'm that sensible that if i'd done something wrong someone else would get the blame for it! I thought that looking at it i'd maybe broken it, but i wasn't 100% sure so i asked a couple of people what they thought, not mentioning the metal plate, because i didn't wnat to have to explain that away too...someone said that they thought it was probably just ligament damage. Still i couldn't drive home like it so i had to call my mother dear to see if i could get a lift or something. My brother came, but he'd had a few bevies during the day so i was still stuck, he had a look at it too, he said that it probably wasn't broken, but seeing as it was on the foot with the plate in it i should go to the hospital and have it checked out as there may be some other form of internal damage. was in and out of hospital in under an hour and a half, pretty bloody quick for the JR! x-rays showed up a fracture to the 5th metatarsel, i'd chipped a little bit off the end of it, near to the plate, so it's possible that the plate did it... anyway, i got plastered up and given crutches and an appointment to go back today.
I've been back there this morning and i'm still on crutches, but they've given me a funky support thing, like the back half and underneath of a welly and a big velcro thing to go inside it... it still hurts, but i've been told that i should be able to start weight bearing through this boot thing in a week or so, and take things from there. Unfortunately this means that i'm going to be on crutches for a while over xmas probably and i'm kinda stuck at my folks place, which also means that i can't finish my xmas shopping without a helping hand from someone who can drive me to the shops and help me with the various stuff that i'll have bought...bugger!
on the up side i've been signed off work for the next 4 weeks and i can return after that on light duties if i can get there. next hospital appointment is in 6 weeks so effectively i could be off work until then, if not longer!
it still hurts a little now, but it's more uncomfortable than anything!
in other news, the site xmas party was a good laugh, me and chunk decided to shock everyone and go suited and booted, although we decided to avoid the ties because they looked too formal... i didn't drink too much as i had to be up early on sunday (yesterday) to get to work and then play football. but it was a good night and we all had a bit of a laugh.
i forgot to mention that the site team came 5th (out of 6) and we drew the game that i got injured 1-1 and then finally the boys done proud against the head office team and drew 0-0 there...so all in all it was cool!
right i'd better be going, still not caught up on my sleep since thursday's managers do :)
take care peeps and get in touch, it's not like i've got much else to do at the moment now that i'm off sick
laters peeps
Px
Friday, 10 December 2004
pondering
feeling better now :)
although have been bouncing between feeling ok and not ok
have been thinking about what i want to do with my life...real deep and meaningful stuff, but i got bored and put i,robot on again...
i'm sure there was a proper reason for me starting this thing this time, but i'm damned if i can remember what it was...
didn't go back to bed in the end
remembered that the head of operations last night set me a challenge as a single bloke...was quite funny and i managed to complete part of it...not really sure if i should go into too much detail, but i failed it due to lack of photographic evidence... say no more
right, i'm out seeing as i can't remember what the fuck i was on about now
Px
feeling better now :)
although have been bouncing between feeling ok and not ok
have been thinking about what i want to do with my life...real deep and meaningful stuff, but i got bored and put i,robot on again...
i'm sure there was a proper reason for me starting this thing this time, but i'm damned if i can remember what it was...
didn't go back to bed in the end
remembered that the head of operations last night set me a challenge as a single bloke...was quite funny and i managed to complete part of it...not really sure if i should go into too much detail, but i failed it due to lack of photographic evidence... say no more
right, i'm out seeing as i can't remember what the fuck i was on about now
Px
fuff as ruck...
actually enjoyed myself last night
got rather pissed, but not totally wasted
nearly crashed at the hotel overnight...even though i didn't have a room
eventually got in at 3.45am
it's now a little after 9am and i got up at 8.30
don't think i made a tit out of myself, certainly didn't do any dancing...good thing!
feeling not too bad this morning...surprisingly!
didn't pull anyone from head office or any of the sites...good thing! although it's a christmas party and i was told you're supposed to...
had a long drawn out chat with one of the senior management team from head office...probably not a good thing, but you never know, although i did tell him that i wanted his job within 5 years
feeling really tired and hot, might consider returning to my pit in a minute...good thing!
phone battery died so i couldn't be bad last night...very good thing!!!
couldn't find the charger when i got in...even better thing!!!!
couldn't find the charger when i woke up...not too good, but i've found it now so it's ok, but i don't need to do any apologising anyway so it's ok
right think i'm going to go back to bed shortly, or i might get in the bath and have a prolonged soak
laters people
Px
actually enjoyed myself last night
got rather pissed, but not totally wasted
nearly crashed at the hotel overnight...even though i didn't have a room
eventually got in at 3.45am
it's now a little after 9am and i got up at 8.30
don't think i made a tit out of myself, certainly didn't do any dancing...good thing!
feeling not too bad this morning...surprisingly!
didn't pull anyone from head office or any of the sites...good thing! although it's a christmas party and i was told you're supposed to...
had a long drawn out chat with one of the senior management team from head office...probably not a good thing, but you never know, although i did tell him that i wanted his job within 5 years
feeling really tired and hot, might consider returning to my pit in a minute...good thing!
phone battery died so i couldn't be bad last night...very good thing!!!
couldn't find the charger when i got in...even better thing!!!!
couldn't find the charger when i woke up...not too good, but i've found it now so it's ok, but i don't need to do any apologising anyway so it's ok
right think i'm going to go back to bed shortly, or i might get in the bath and have a prolonged soak
laters people
Px
Thursday, 9 December 2004
everyone tells me i'm closed minded - Vision
and by vision i don't mean the crappy band that were around when we were at school...i mean a cool punk group from somewhere in california (i think)
so it's thursday...and i'm supposed to be going to the "corporate team building event" which will consist of a meeting this afternoon, followed by dinner this evening and some dodgy abba tribute band after that...i'm really looking forward to it...honest i am!
went to the cinema last night, saw christmas with the kranks, wasn't as bad as i was excpeting, actually surprised that it's based on a john grisham novel called skipping christmas, which was a term that was possibly a little over used during the film. the idea of seeing it was to give me a christmas spirit injection, but it failed...
the actual christmas shopping thing isn't going too badly, but i'm getting tired of people telling me to use my imagination and the like, if i hear that once more i'm going to shit in a box and give it to them...HINT HINT!
not feeling as stressed at the moment, but then i've not got a lot to be stressed about, i guess...have turned down my mates offer of his spare room for the time being, going to look for my own place in about 6 months after i've had time to save up some cash and get a few things sorted in my head and that, besides i don't know where i'll be in 6 months time so i'm thinking logically here, kinda anyway
have given up on the idea of a digital camera for christmas, just going to hunt a decent one down in the sales ;) preferable around the 4MP mark and with pictbridge and then i'll look at getting the printer thing at some point too...but we'll see, got to look for a laptop too
i'm sure there was something i wanted to whinge about, but i can't remember what it was now anyway...my memory's going now that i'm getting old! or maybe i'm just all whinged out...nah, that's not it!
ate a dodgy cheese and onion roll...sausage roll type thing, only with out the sausage...nasty...i suddenly remembered why my dad buys them...because he likes them and i don't... bastard! anyway i'm going to eat all the pate because i like that, but he likes it more than me ;)
been told that i need a haircut, can't be bothered at the moment, told my mother dear that i was going to wait until february until i was going to get it done again...not sure if i'll be able to wait that long, but i'm going to give it a try...
got to wear a shirt and tie tonight :( decided again wearing a suit though because i'll probably lose the jacket! supposed to be wearing something smart/casual this afternoon, not sure what yet though, might just put a jumper on over my shirt, if only i still had a leisure connection shirt ;) supposed to be wearing my name badge too, but i have a sinking feeling that it went to ireland with us and stayed there as i've not seen it since :( i know my whistle made it safely there and back again, but sadly the name badge didn't...there's probably someone over in dublin wandering around with my name badge on, trying to steal my identity... maybe i should just turn up in ripped and diry jeans, a rude t-shirt and my FM beanie, i'm sure that would go down a storm! they don't like the fact that i've got an earring, but they haven't told me to take it out yet so balls to them! although i'm going to stick with a subtle one for tonight and stretch it back up again over christmas i think
monday is the day of all the meetings starting at 8.30 am through to i think about 12, then i'm supposed to be on shift from 3 to 10.30...bugger that i've said i'll work to 6 then one of the lifeguards can cover DM for the evening, it's not like it's going to be busy, it's never busy over xmas
still sat in my pj's at the moment...can't be bothered to get dressed yet, need to have a shower after lunch so i haven't bothered getting dressed yet...
was reading back through my old blogs the other day...i talk to much, but then looking at the size of this post you knew that already!
btw, if you know woja and read his blog, the very last pic on the dublin post...the one of me...the reason for the dodgy face is because someone (woja) had just let one rip and i felt the need to drink up and escape before the ceiling melted!!!
right i guess i'd beter head off and finish losing to woja at minesweeper flags or whatever it's called
Px
and by vision i don't mean the crappy band that were around when we were at school...i mean a cool punk group from somewhere in california (i think)
so it's thursday...and i'm supposed to be going to the "corporate team building event" which will consist of a meeting this afternoon, followed by dinner this evening and some dodgy abba tribute band after that...i'm really looking forward to it...honest i am!
went to the cinema last night, saw christmas with the kranks, wasn't as bad as i was excpeting, actually surprised that it's based on a john grisham novel called skipping christmas, which was a term that was possibly a little over used during the film. the idea of seeing it was to give me a christmas spirit injection, but it failed...
the actual christmas shopping thing isn't going too badly, but i'm getting tired of people telling me to use my imagination and the like, if i hear that once more i'm going to shit in a box and give it to them...HINT HINT!
not feeling as stressed at the moment, but then i've not got a lot to be stressed about, i guess...have turned down my mates offer of his spare room for the time being, going to look for my own place in about 6 months after i've had time to save up some cash and get a few things sorted in my head and that, besides i don't know where i'll be in 6 months time so i'm thinking logically here, kinda anyway
have given up on the idea of a digital camera for christmas, just going to hunt a decent one down in the sales ;) preferable around the 4MP mark and with pictbridge and then i'll look at getting the printer thing at some point too...but we'll see, got to look for a laptop too
i'm sure there was something i wanted to whinge about, but i can't remember what it was now anyway...my memory's going now that i'm getting old! or maybe i'm just all whinged out...nah, that's not it!
ate a dodgy cheese and onion roll...sausage roll type thing, only with out the sausage...nasty...i suddenly remembered why my dad buys them...because he likes them and i don't... bastard! anyway i'm going to eat all the pate because i like that, but he likes it more than me ;)
been told that i need a haircut, can't be bothered at the moment, told my mother dear that i was going to wait until february until i was going to get it done again...not sure if i'll be able to wait that long, but i'm going to give it a try...
got to wear a shirt and tie tonight :( decided again wearing a suit though because i'll probably lose the jacket! supposed to be wearing something smart/casual this afternoon, not sure what yet though, might just put a jumper on over my shirt, if only i still had a leisure connection shirt ;) supposed to be wearing my name badge too, but i have a sinking feeling that it went to ireland with us and stayed there as i've not seen it since :( i know my whistle made it safely there and back again, but sadly the name badge didn't...there's probably someone over in dublin wandering around with my name badge on, trying to steal my identity... maybe i should just turn up in ripped and diry jeans, a rude t-shirt and my FM beanie, i'm sure that would go down a storm! they don't like the fact that i've got an earring, but they haven't told me to take it out yet so balls to them! although i'm going to stick with a subtle one for tonight and stretch it back up again over christmas i think
monday is the day of all the meetings starting at 8.30 am through to i think about 12, then i'm supposed to be on shift from 3 to 10.30...bugger that i've said i'll work to 6 then one of the lifeguards can cover DM for the evening, it's not like it's going to be busy, it's never busy over xmas
still sat in my pj's at the moment...can't be bothered to get dressed yet, need to have a shower after lunch so i haven't bothered getting dressed yet...
was reading back through my old blogs the other day...i talk to much, but then looking at the size of this post you knew that already!
btw, if you know woja and read his blog, the very last pic on the dublin post...the one of me...the reason for the dodgy face is because someone (woja) had just let one rip and i felt the need to drink up and escape before the ceiling melted!!!
right i guess i'd beter head off and finish losing to woja at minesweeper flags or whatever it's called
Px
Monday, 6 December 2004
Suffering from IBS (Irritable Blogger Syndrome)
and it's stress related...
i'm bored at work so i thought i'd do a very quick blog update just to say that work is bored and crap really, but i've got a few members of staff in tonight so i can "get on with my work" but there's nothing that i really want to do tonight apart from sit here and do nothing...
not in the mood at the moment...typical at the moment, i'm not in the mood for anything at the moment
i'm supposed to be going xmas shopping again tomorrow, need someone to go with me to motivate me into doing it though because i'm feeling really lazy and i'll only spend money on me if i go on my own :(
right i should get on with something
..remember if you don't ask you won't get...
Px
and it's stress related...
i'm bored at work so i thought i'd do a very quick blog update just to say that work is bored and crap really, but i've got a few members of staff in tonight so i can "get on with my work" but there's nothing that i really want to do tonight apart from sit here and do nothing...
not in the mood at the moment...typical at the moment, i'm not in the mood for anything at the moment
i'm supposed to be going xmas shopping again tomorrow, need someone to go with me to motivate me into doing it though because i'm feeling really lazy and i'll only spend money on me if i go on my own :(
right i should get on with something
..remember if you don't ask you won't get...
Px
Bah Humbug!!!
i am scrooge
i have decided that christmas this year is going to stress me out and just plain get on my nerves...
i tried to do the shopping at the weekend, i spent more money on me than i did on anyone else! and to top it all off i actually only got 2 presents anyway! pathetic
put up the lights outside the house today...father needed a hand so i spent all my time standing at the bottom of the ladder...what a useful and fulfilling existence!
people, if you don't ask you won't get...email me or add a message if you want something for christmas otherwise, seriously, you'll miss out!
had a pants weekend, there was the dinner on thursday, pub on friday and again on saturday and then i was supposed to be going to the cinema on sunday, but the person i was going with pulled out at the last minute. dinner was bearable, but i wasn't in the mood, the pub on friday was crap, saturday i went to little sarah's birthday party for a little while, saw some old friends which was pretty good, then went to the pub in wallyford again, wasn't that entertaining. and well other than that i've been really bored
definately not feeling the christmas spirit, got 2 christmas dinners to go to this week, both for work, both i'm going to have to drive to get to, both will probably be boring, both i'll probably leave early from, both i'm thinking of pulling out of...
been chatting to a lot of people recently and they all seem to be stressed about one thing or another, be it work, people, people at work, prospective boy/girlfriends, current boy/girlfriends, life in general...the list goes on! for me it's living at home and probably the time of year too
i have the option of moving in with a mate in thame, but i'm not sure if i want t oget into sharing a place, i'd much rather be on my own i think, that way i'm less likely to piss people off and vice-versa...still need to think about it a little more, besides moving in somewhere will tie me into a contract and therefore i'll have to stick around a little longer and in my job a little longer...
always searching for a new job, never finding one though...still life goes on, something will turn up eventually...hopefully
right...i'm out
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i am scrooge
i have decided that christmas this year is going to stress me out and just plain get on my nerves...
i tried to do the shopping at the weekend, i spent more money on me than i did on anyone else! and to top it all off i actually only got 2 presents anyway! pathetic
put up the lights outside the house today...father needed a hand so i spent all my time standing at the bottom of the ladder...what a useful and fulfilling existence!
people, if you don't ask you won't get...email me or add a message if you want something for christmas otherwise, seriously, you'll miss out!
had a pants weekend, there was the dinner on thursday, pub on friday and again on saturday and then i was supposed to be going to the cinema on sunday, but the person i was going with pulled out at the last minute. dinner was bearable, but i wasn't in the mood, the pub on friday was crap, saturday i went to little sarah's birthday party for a little while, saw some old friends which was pretty good, then went to the pub in wallyford again, wasn't that entertaining. and well other than that i've been really bored
definately not feeling the christmas spirit, got 2 christmas dinners to go to this week, both for work, both i'm going to have to drive to get to, both will probably be boring, both i'll probably leave early from, both i'm thinking of pulling out of...
been chatting to a lot of people recently and they all seem to be stressed about one thing or another, be it work, people, people at work, prospective boy/girlfriends, current boy/girlfriends, life in general...the list goes on! for me it's living at home and probably the time of year too
i have the option of moving in with a mate in thame, but i'm not sure if i want t oget into sharing a place, i'd much rather be on my own i think, that way i'm less likely to piss people off and vice-versa...still need to think about it a little more, besides moving in somewhere will tie me into a contract and therefore i'll have to stick around a little longer and in my job a little longer...
always searching for a new job, never finding one though...still life goes on, something will turn up eventually...hopefully
right...i'm out
Px
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