stupidstupidstupidstupidstupid

big blog yesterday, maybe not so big today, not sure yet

title refers to something i said, made me feel stupid, doesn't happen often

thinking of going to a party on saturday evening, minor problem that may stop me from going, my ex, but i'm sure that i'll survive if she's there, besides the hostess and her don't really get along so it's more likely that she won't be there, i'll be surrounded by friends if she is though so why should i care?

work is going well, although i was told that i was going to be off sick today? blatantly not sick because i'm using the works computer to blog on! the guy that i've got to give a disciplinary to is digging himself a big hole, but he's handing in his resignation some time soon so why should he care?

getting paid a nice tidy sum this month, already seen my pay packet! it's all good

i think the weird stalker bitch has got the message, she sent me a message last nitgh saying that she wasn't going to try anymore, to which i replied that if she had been trying i hadn't noticed, harsh but fair

i think i'm going to give up being foolish, but not give up speaking my mind, speaking my mind is always a good idea because it lets people know where they stand and how you feel, although it can cause some problems

i don't want things to get weird, but i can't stop thinking about it...

take care peeps
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