friday...alledgedly good
been at work all day, still am now, it's been dead, it's been boring, it's not been emotional though
spent the whole day sat on reception taking the few pennies that have come through, people just don't seem to want to come here today and i don't blame them!
the moving idea seems to be doing nicely, just need to bring the ratties over at some point, not sure when though, might get them tonight, might get them tomorrow, probably should get them tonight really though
got the flat stocked ;) spent some money getting the beers in, spent some time drinking them too
in the news, my cousin had her baby this week...which is an awesome thing and i'm happy for her and her family
work is going slowly, very slowly as you can well imagine
not much else has been happening in my life, been spending the week moving stuff or at work, nothing interesting there then
got my finances sorted out nicely after being skint for ages
GODDAMMIT!!!!!!!!! IT'S SO BORING TODAY!!!
booze up at my place on sunday if you're interested...just ask where i live and you're welcome to come on over...byob though, i know i've sorted my money out, but i'm not paying for your beer... :)
anyway
take it easy peeps
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visitors passes will be forthcoming...
genius
started moving on monday
couldn't be bothered to blog about it
am going to staty there tonight as i don't have to be at work until 12 tomorrow
tv, hifi and that type of stuff was first in there, assist kindly given by woja, had to get the essentials in there otherwise it would've been unbearable
moved some more stuff in last night, but not a lot though, wasn't really in the mood to do much
tonight i'm packing my suitcase and going to get some clothes and stuff like that in there, along with more dvd's and cd's, haven't got enough of them in there yet, in fact, compared to the actual amount i own, i've hardly got any in there...shocking, this will not do!
visitation rights are open to all, but please get in touch first otherwise you'll not know where you're going, with the exception of woja, who's been there once now and might just about be able to find it again...if pushed
so people on that note i'm going to leave you for now
take care peeps
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"hindu coming through"
been playing too much of the simpsons hit n run game...apu was the main character in the last level, hence the title...it's one of the things he keeps saying.
right, few things today, not much though...
had to escape from m parents place yesterday, they are arguing a lot at the moment, but there was no-one around that i could turn to or go out with yesterday so i spent a few hours driving around and window shopping in reading, they are fighting over silly things, or at least that's what it feels like, and i feel like i'm stuck in the middle at the moment
the sooner i move the better, still not sure when that's going to be though...it's starting to really piss me off not knowing though, might suggest that i'll find somewhere else and not wory about moving into my brother place...maybe mum will help me out with the deposit for it...maybe not, we'll see
everything else is pretty boring and shit like that
had a chat with mum about how i'm feeling at the moment, mentioned about the continuous arguing, the living at home, work and shit like that...
didn't find anyone to go out drinking with yesterday, not really bothered, was a bit short notice i guess, still it's a bank holiday weekend, and maybe if people are free we can organise a drink one day out of the 3 (i'm working the friday at the moment, although i might see if i can get it off...seeing as i'm contracted and they can't make me work a bank holiday)
still looking forward to seeing flogging molly...
anyway
nuff said
i'm outta here
laters peeps
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urgent plea
i need some drinking buddies...
i've had enough and i want to get totally shit faced tomorrow
skint as i am i need to unwind and get totally fucked and i need people to do it with
please help
i have no plans though

happy st paddy's day...hence the lurid green colour
i'm not irish, i have no irish blood in me, in fact the closest i get to being irish is my aunt (she's irish) and my cousin who married an irish guy and lives there. still like most people it doesn't stop me wanting to get fired up and lairy in true irish fashion...however i'm working tonight so it's not going to happen.
as for me i'm doing fine
might be moving this weekend, but i feel like i've said that so many times recently that it's starting to lose it's gloss/meaning, but fingers crossed, seeing as i've already put some stuff in there already...
lena-poo...forgot to tell you you should be able to leave comments now, think i sorted i so that anyone can leave a comment...so if you're out there and you feel like saying something...go for it
chunk...i know i missed you out ast time...you weren't the only one though!
woja...man-flu, monkey-flu, whatever, you're not getting any sympathy from me because you've just been away for a nice long holiday...bastard!
jenfer...weight ff your shoulders now?
saw vic on tuesday, with the baby...my mum reckons she's getting big, but she still looked tiny in my arms...although we did manage to raise a smile and giggle from her. it was good to see them both though. the baby is lovely, just like her mum.
need a holiday, can't afford one though
my boss is pushing me to give him my leave dates for the next year, i'm not sure what they will be yet, anyone got any suggestions for time off that i can have? they cheaper the better
i need to come up with a plan of action too...a life changing plan as it were... sensilbe suggestions for that would be appriciated too
right...i'm off, but i'm going to leave you with some flogging molly lyrics, them being kinda irish and stuff...it's a cool song and i like it so that's why it's here...
laters peeps
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If I Ever Leave This World Alive
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll thank for all the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll come back down and sit beside your feet tonight
Wherever I am you'll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

If I ever leave this world alive
I'll take on all the sadness
That I left behind
If I ever leave this world alive
The madness that you feel will soon subside
So in a word don't shed a tear
I'll be here when it all gets weird
If I ever leave this world alive

So when in doubt just call my name
Just before you go insane
If I ever leave this world
Hey I may never leave this world
But if I ever leave this world alive

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right

She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
Yeah should be alright

nothing much really
but i've been told off for not blogging for a while, so i'm blogging now!
been pretty much bored for the last few days
feeling a mix between empty and narked off
went to the cinema last night, that was cool, saw Robots, it made me laugh, that's all that matters. also managed to spend my chili's vouchers...thankfully. the service was much better last night, felt a bit on the bloated side afterwards, felt a little rushed to be honest as as soon as our starters had been cleared our main was there in it's place...but the food was good and i enjoyed it this time. the company was good to, many thanks mojo for suggestion the cinema and film and all that, next time it's my choice and you're paying ;)
a few notes to other people:
dk - when's your test, keep me posted, it seems like ages since we chatted and i know it's ages since we met up...get in touch
woja - i hope you had a nice holiday, but right now i dont want to hear about it...you'll be using that new tray of yours as dental floss if you try!
alien - thanks for getting the f'ing molly tickets...i now have something to look forward to :)
jenfer - keep smiling, don't worry about making plans or shit like that...things will happen and it'll all be good...you know it will! and don't worry about your dissertation either
mojo - thanks for the cinema, make sure you post that thing off...or there will be trouble and remind me when i next see you to bring them films with me
daisy flower - hope you're having a good time in france...remember to keep in touch though!
right i think that's everyone, but if not leave me a comment and i'll say hi next time.
i'm outta here, although the only place i've got to go is work...and seeing as i've already been this morning...i'm realy looking forward to going back again this afternoon...honest i am!
fuck it
lateers peeps
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it's time
to start
RUNNING!!!

i'm feeling really hacked off and fed up and shit like that today, got to go to work in a bit and i don't really want to, got to sort out a few things in my head, but i can't be bothered

everythings a bit fucked at the moment

i'm debating on not moving out, if i do it'll only be for 6 months and i don't see the point in that

but i don't want to stay here anymore either

if i could i'd be gone by dawn, dunno where i'd go, but i wouldn't be here anymore so you wouldn't have to worry about me, i'd be fine, i can look after myself and i'd cope and survive, i just don't want to be here anymore, living with my parents, working at the abbey, shit like that is getting me down and i wanna get away from it all

i'm not sleeping very well at the moment either, that might have something to do with wanting to get away too

guess i'm just generally feeling hacked off

and no i don't want to talk about it so please don't ask me to

laters
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ffs...this is the 3rd time i've started this blog today, but somehow i just can't get it started right
"those who take no chances recieve no rewards" - bleachers by john grisham
the last few days have been a bit weird, there is no other way of putting it, it's the truth! weird is as weird does
the quote is important, but i'm not sure how important it will be to everyone, but i like it
i've been told some stuff over the last few days that has made me smile, think and worry...not in that order and not in the ways some of you will thing
i'm smiling because i'm happy sometimes
i'm thinking because i do that all the time and i wish sometimes i just wouldn't
and i'm worried because it looks like in 6 months time i'll have to move home again as my brother will want to sell his place...although i've been told that i might be able to get some help to buy the place off him outright, but it'll depend on being able to get a mortgage and that looks like a slim chance, going to speak to my boss today see if he can give me more money than he really wants to, it'll give me more chance to buy the place
i'm worried about me as well...but then everyone worries about themselves...right? and at the moment i'm not really in the mood to talk about it...not like this to everyone, there are people who know who they are and i'm willing to talk to them, but for now...it's just me
the pay & go things seems to be working, but i've just used my last 10p to give someone a cryptic message which no doubt she'll eventually work out, but it means that at the moment i can't give her anymore help or reactions to things she might say...evil is good
i've been lazy and not done anything at all about looking for a job abroad, i've been lazy in looking for one in this country to be honest...but i need more money and the only way i can see of getting it is by getting a new job...my boss is too tight to pay me more, but i'll ask anyway
people have been stirring recently...you know who you are and it's not appricated
last night was weird...only because of the number of times it was on and then off, then on again...i enjoyed the evening, we did a pub quiz...there seemed to be some really bizarre and harsh questions though, but we made the opposition teams laugh with a couple of answers...including "stalker" being someone's occupation...still we didn't come past and we got over 50%, but only just, we scored an amazing 42/80 and most of those were on the picture round which was football shirts...scarily i managed to get nearly all 20 right! but that tells you how bad we did in the rest of the quiz...heh heh...we kept making up names...the kept asking a lot of questions about irish people who we didn't know so we made up the names...very convincing irish names they were too...like sean o'driscoll...very irish, not as irish as paddy murphy, but that was a bit too stereo-typical for my liking. i hope that there are more evenings like that in the future
moving sometime next week hopefully, maybe the weekend, maybe just after the weekend, not sure yet
need to finish my NPLQ trainer/assessor course soon by running a course of my own, then i can really start earning some money. speaking of money, i'm getting some back pay this month, for some reason i'd not been paid the £12.something that i'm supposed to get each month for being first aid at work qualified, so i'm getting 11 months worth in one hit this month...sweet!
right...i'm done for now...people who i feel i can talk to will be talked to, people who worry about me...don't tell me about it...i don't want to know...people who think too much...shouldn't...people, i'm done
take care peeps
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NEW MOBILE NUMBER

I'm fairly certain that i've got in touch with most people, but if you've not been contacted via text or email with my new number then email me...the email address should be around here somewhere, or you can leave a comment or whatever and i'll get back to you with it

take it easy peeps
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nothing but trouble...
heh heh
should be changing my number soon i know i keep saying it, but i forget, i'll text or email you all when i've got it all sorted...alien i need your number again, for some reason my phone has deleted it, although it's kept your name!?!
phone up chili's last night to complain about the poor service on saturday and all that, they've apologised and told me to go back, calling beforehand and they'll make sure i enjoy the evening, they're even sending out some food vouchers...about twice the amount dinner would've been if i'd stayed there, all in all i think i've cost them around £60 what with the wastage from saturday...heh heh...what more can i say!
for some reason i'm totally tired at the moment...not sure why though either! dodgy, i'm still blaming mojo for keeping me up all night friday chatting to me and watching the ratties, although she'll say it's my fault and i should've just gone to sleep! (which i think i did in the end anyway)
my memory is pretty poor at the moment, and i've no idea why, this morning i was chatting to mojo again and i said i had nothing planned for this weekend, but i'm moving. I had post this morning from the university of glamorgan, it was an application pack which i had requested, but forgotten about...i think my brain is fried! like in hannibal where hannibal sautees a blokes brain in front of him...the book was better though!
finally finished my book, did i mention that already? started the new one last night or sometime yesterday anyway...john grisham again, this will be my 4th book this year
i hope i do get to move this weekend, looking forward to chilling in my own space again, like i'm sure i said before peeps, you're all welcome at some point, don't all come at once though, i won't be able to cope with that...
anyway, i think i'm doing alright today, felt a bit crappy when i headed in to work yesterday, but it was fairly busy and there were people there who could distract me either face to face or on the phone...so it went fairly quickly and stuff. also i got to race my xmods around the sports hall, it still tends to the right for some reason, i've tried to correct it and it's not having any of it for some reason...but it's looking good and the foam tyres are cool, adding grip on the carpet and making it slide nicely on vinyl flooring, like in the sports hall, the boys are getting jealous!
right...should be training tonight, not sure if i really want to go though, we'll see and i'm supposed to be spinning tonight with the new gym manager, we're doing the easy class, partly because it's about the only one we can get in on and partly because of my foot and her never having done it before...should be fun though, looking forward to it i guess. training had better be an improvement this week on the one 2 weeks ago otherwise i'm sure there will be a rebellion/revolution/uprising (delete as appropriate) by the staff in attendance, so it might be worth going along just for that!
i'm off now though, think i'm going to play on the ps2, but i might have a game on the laptop...decisions, decisions!
laters peeps, take care and eat sensibly...you know who you are!
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