Bah Humbug!!!
i am scrooge
i have decided that christmas this year is going to stress me out and just plain get on my nerves...
i tried to do the shopping at the weekend, i spent more money on me than i did on anyone else! and to top it all off i actually only got 2 presents anyway! pathetic
put up the lights outside the house today...father needed a hand so i spent all my time standing at the bottom of the ladder...what a useful and fulfilling existence!
people, if you don't ask you won't get...email me or add a message if you want something for christmas otherwise, seriously, you'll miss out!
had a pants weekend, there was the dinner on thursday, pub on friday and again on saturday and then i was supposed to be going to the cinema on sunday, but the person i was going with pulled out at the last minute. dinner was bearable, but i wasn't in the mood, the pub on friday was crap, saturday i went to little sarah's birthday party for a little while, saw some old friends which was pretty good, then went to the pub in wallyford again, wasn't that entertaining. and well other than that i've been really bored
definately not feeling the christmas spirit, got 2 christmas dinners to go to this week, both for work, both i'm going to have to drive to get to, both will probably be boring, both i'll probably leave early from, both i'm thinking of pulling out of...
been chatting to a lot of people recently and they all seem to be stressed about one thing or another, be it work, people, people at work, prospective boy/girlfriends, current boy/girlfriends, life in general...the list goes on! for me it's living at home and probably the time of year too
i have the option of moving in with a mate in thame, but i'm not sure if i want t oget into sharing a place, i'd much rather be on my own i think, that way i'm less likely to piss people off and vice-versa...still need to think about it a little more, besides moving in somewhere will tie me into a contract and therefore i'll have to stick around a little longer and in my job a little longer...
always searching for a new job, never finding one though...still life goes on, something will turn up eventually...hopefully
right...i'm out
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