thanks for the support
i know i have friends out there that i can turn to when i need you, but for the time being things are just way to hard to talk about them as i'm not 100% sure what's going on so i can't really talk yet
but i've been feeling a little better over the last 24 hours or so...but it's going to be a very long time before i'm happy that things are 100% how they should be
until then you'll get the occasional post from me which will either be completely random (seeing as i am the anthropomorphic personification of random i feel the need to keep up certain appearances) or will be similar to this one and a few other...breif and slightly morose, but at least i'll try and keep you informed
thank you again for your kind words and feel free to comment/email me when ever you want and either cheer me up or slap me down for not blogging...either way i'll deserve it and get you all back
love to you all
Petex