i started a blog the other day, but i crashed out of the computer and now i can't remember what the hell i was talking about in it

such is life

anyway, i'm still tired, i think things have gone a little tit's up too, but i can't think why or explain what's wrong, just a general feeling that there is something that is making me paranoid and i'm not acting very sensibly as a result...sucks doesn't it

nothing on the job front, going to leave it for a little while, after speaking to my boss a few times this week i want to know what's going on before i make a proper decision, although i have had a couple more application forms come through, might fill out the one for wwl, probably fill out the one for alton towers, won't be filling out the one for somerset, that one sounded very boring which is probably a good thing

my boss hinted that there might be a little "movement" in the company soon and a centre manager's position might become available and that he'll push as much as he can for me to get it because he thinks i'm capable of it...scary prospect, but i could do it, i know i could!

things are generally feeling a bit crappy at the moment though, work aside, just feeling generally down and out of sorts, but then i know that everyone gets like that once in a while and everyone else deals with it so it's time that i started to learn how

people are getting in touch at the moment too...people i've not heard from for a while, it's good to hear from them, even though they probably don't realise it, so hey to you!

feeling the need for a really good mosh pit

quote of the week:
"i'm worried that i won't get into heaven unless i'm nice to pussies" from The Unadulterated Cat

lyric of the week:
"going once
going twice
three times
fuck this i'm gone"
from Invisible Man by Theory Of A Deadman

and on that note i am actually gone...laters peeps
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