have pity on me
i am having a weird time and i need a break
a break from work
a break from home
a break from my life
a break from the politics of work
a break from my head and the thoughts held within
a break from the lying, cheating and back-stabbing bullshit that happens on a daily basis at work
(are you detecting a work related theme here?)
a break from my parents
a break from all these breaks

times are a changing, we live in changing times and we resist the change all the time, except now, i've come to the conclusion that no matter how much i try to change things, at work, at home, within myself, it just doesn't work unless the majority are willing to accept the differences. when you're trying to change yourself, you need to believe in the changes and have others believe in you, the fewer people who believe the harder it is.

went to the cinema last night with Kat and Steph and Matt, never met matt before, but he seemed cool so that's ok, we saw American Pie: The Wedding, funny, they use similar jokes as the other films, but why change a product that works? it's cool, steph was crying at the end, typical bird!

got a free cd in the post today from those lovely people at carlinglive.com not listened to it yet, dunno why, just haven't got round to it i guess, like some many things in life, it's getting round to them that's half the problem, doesn't look too bad though, might whap it on when i get ready for work, that's how dedicated i am, it's my day off so i'm going in anyway, i've got things to do and i need the money at the moment
eugh! work!

anyway, i'm leaving it for now,
take care peoples
Px