pah!
so i forgot the song for saturday thing, i know it's my own creation and i know i should've done it, but i've been feeling a bit out of sorts of late
in the last week i've watched nearly 20 films
when i'm not at one work or the other i've been in my room most of the rest of the time watching dvd's or playing on the ps2
it's not that things are getting to me, i'm not letting them, but i've just not been in the mood to go out and see people or even stay in and see people
yesterday i think i spent a total of about 2 hours downstairs, most of the rest of the time i was in my room, and i spent a couple of hours on the internet bumming around and chatting to a few people
today it's been the same, i've been downstairs to eat and that's it
tonight i'm working in the pub though so i'm going to have to speak to people there, but i've got some paperwork type stuff to do while i'm there so i'm taking the laptop in with me to deal with it...yay great fun!
might take a couple of games in as well...just to pass the time, sunday's are usually dead for the first couple of hours anyway
dad's birthday party is shaping up to be a shambles, brother no. 2 on his side is refusing to come, brother no. 1 and sister also on that side don't get along, and i don't really like either of them, mum's said she's not going, no idea why, i don't really want to go either, but i can see myself being made to go... no idea why, i'm the odd one in the family anyway, the only child from this marriage, the only one without any kids, the only one under 30, the only one who went to uni, the only one who dropped out of uni, the only one who lives at home still...the list goes on, besides it's going to be held in the pub where i work, so if there is a family bust up (and i'm guessing there will be) that'll be fantastic, everyone i work with and all the locals and regulars that know me will see just what a stupid family i have...i can't wait!
i hope my plans work out though, things will be better if they do...